I've got time

to do a little update on my blog. First I wanna go: Yey, people actually commented on my blog!:D That always makes me happy!
I've been doing at lot better since last time. I'm starting to feel like me again, but still I feel and kind of fear that there is a long way to go. I've done stuff that I'm not proud of and that I shouldn't have done and wouldn't have done, so I must look at my self properly and change this person that I've become that I'm not proud of. I want to be a better person. I just haven't really figured out how yet. But the first step is to see oneself, wouldn't you say? Then to wanting to change.
And then figuring out how. Step one and two, conquered!
Anyway, I've learnt a lot from school recently. I'm a procrastinator. I wrote an essay on it. I'm not scared of success, I'm scared of not doing good. Not really scared of failing, just wanting to be good, yet knowing that I'm not there, at least not yet. So I've procrastinated... Didn't really feel good, but handing the essay did! Now if u didn't get that, I was procrastinating on an essay about procrastination. Yes.
Treatments? Go see a counsellor. Or just be determined enough to do it earlier.
I went a saw a counsellor, did I say that? He was more occupied with my sleeping habits and eating habits then anything else I felt. Which made me very determined to become a better psychologist then that. More compassionate and helping with the actual problem. As I see it, it didn't help. Other than he helped me get extensions and special considerations. And he said he didn't need to see me again, unless I felt under 3 on a scale from 1-10 three days in a row. Hmm? I'd like to check up on my patients. Making sure and showing compassion about their situation. Now, don't get me wrong, he wasn't rude or bad or anything like that. He just, didn't get his hands dirty, if you get what I'm saying?
So over to a different part of my life, I went to Canberra last weekend. With Clare and Amanda. Which was like a mini-break for the three of us, loved it. They are so cool. It was very spontaneous and I suggest you read Amanda's blog for a hilarious and more detailed version of the event. Unfortunately I forgot to take photos (how very uncharacteristic of me, I know!), but there might show up some on good ol' Facebook.
When I got back into Sydney and on good ol' Facebook on Sunday I realised that little Norway won the Eurovision Song Contest with Alexander Rybak's contribution "Fairytale". It's very Norwegian, I think. Don't really hate it, don't really love it either. But I do think it was appropriate for Eurovision and a deserving winner song.
Sunday was 17th of May, Norway Day, constitution day, national day of Norway, but to me, this day is about Norway, friends and family and I really had none of that here. Friends yes, but not Norwegians. So the day didn't really happen for me and was treated like any other day. Except for me making Eggedosis and eating Melkesjokolade. My flatmates were very sceptical to Eggedosis as I told them it was raw eggs and they're told they get sick if they eat it from a very young age in the U.S. but Clare, Sam and Amanda eventually tasted it. Though couldn't have much as they kept thinking "it's raw egg!" and therefore freaking out..
Until next time....!