Stuff has seriously been happening since I last bloged. You have no idea. First week back to uni was filled was chaos as I wasn't sure about my degree and no-one could help me! I was sent around the campus, from person to person and no-one could tell me!! It was so frustrating!! Luckely I called my beautiful friend Grace, who calmed me down and told me that she experienced the same thing last semester. I only knew one person who could help us, so I made an appointment with her and Grace and I went to get some answers. Wich we luckey did. Only ONE person in the entire school knew those answers. Kinda pisses me off. But at least she managed to give us answers and advice. Which was the best. Although she actually adviced the both of us to only take 3 subjects this semester, we both decided against it and are taking 4. I've landed on Psychology, which I have to take together with Statistics, because I failed last semester, Music which I have with Grace too and Dance. I'm really satisfied with my choises, except for Stat, but I'm starting to get into it a little and that makes it way more fun! I really think my subjects are all fascinating, but a lot more work then I'd thought. I guess that's uni, ey?
I've had some troubles with writing essays and reports this semester too. I seem to be procrastinating a lot. And I know why. In my earlier experience with school, no matter what I did, I'd always get the same grade like a Pass. So it didn't really matter how much effort I put into it, I'd still get a Pass and therefore I feel like that now as well. Like I've been branded in a way. That is one of the reasons. An other reason is definatly low self-esteem or self-confidance. Because I kinda started to believe my teachers who branded me, that I would never do better either. Which sucks. I hope I can find the will to believe in myself, that I can do this, but with everything that has happend lately I don't know how I will. For those who know me, you know what I mean. And if you dont, then I really dont want to go into it here.
Anyway, I will put out pictures soon, if I can get to it! Lol. I will, now I do have time since I've got spring-break! Yay! Meaning I can do whatever I want! LOL. On thursday I'm going up to visit my family in Port Macquarie for like 10 days, which will be great! I can't wait! In the meantime, I have to do an assignment for Dance and maybe start my big full-report for Psychology.. But it's only saturday now, so we'll see:)
4 comments:
You can do it!
Livet er rart og fullt av dritt av og til, men for en ressurssterk person som deg blir morgendagen hva du gjør den til! God helg:)
Takk, Karen! Det varmet inni meg:)
i hope your semester starts to get better. miss you!
You can do it, and you need to believe in yourself because I certainly do! Uansett må du ikke glemme at 99% av alle studenter sliter med "procrastination" (basert på egen statistikk) og at det er helt normalt. Hvis du finner en kur, del den med meg... Glad i deg og kos deg med spring break! xxx Ditte
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